Time to leave for good of everyone
Guess .. maple is demanding too much from me ... friends turning into foe ... people stucking in between .... being sandwiched ... pro ksing noob .... what had a initially interesting and fun game turned into ??
Many things had happened in maple ....happy ones and sad ones ... happy ones were like the fun time we had together while training our baby ... seeing them grow with time ... its nice ... but ... all these moments have yet vanish ... its no longer like these anymore ...as people level higher ... all their attitude changed .... not as fun-loving as before ... the fun n joy had slowly vanished .... Just take tonight event for example ... was training happily .. with Xeno and Icey ... while waiting for disturb to bring his another char visit .. but in the mist .. Jin hang the fone .... nex moment .. Jas says she not playing le ... then left me n Chun ... was training half-way .. when an irritating 136 priest came in and ksed my spawn ... saying first .... he did not see me ... then later says my spawn block his way ... *wth* ..
[1] did not see me >>> I can see his red dot on the map ... he tell me he cannot see me ?? .... *are you sure*
[2] spawn blocking his way >>> what is tele for ?? *you don't know how to use tele i teach you* .... 136 priest ..walk thru also wont die ... *cant you wait* ..
[3] no time to wait >>> then have so much time come back follow me around like a dog n ks me ... still demanding me for an apologise when you are in the wrong first?
[4] apologies >>> you can wait till the sky fall ... never will you get one from me willingly
Chun went to ask Jin to come by ... in the end ... Jin went to apologies .. *what does this mean* .. I am in the wrong ?? .... or just because that kser is from his sister's guild so have to give face ?? But ... impartiality n 'kinship' .. which will one choose .... his sister (also his friend) and me (supposed to be friend) ... which is now being 'bullied' ..... maybe I was never a friend of his in the first place ... I am just a noob ... I am just a trouble-maker ...
Forget it ... no mood to blog more ... I am sad now .... Don't know what will come next if I continue mapling ... so for my own good .. n everyone good *gone*
== devasted ==
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [1:57 AM]
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DreamyDolphin Lagoon
Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are.
Of all the gifts life may bestow,
none is so constant, steady and sure
as the tender heart of a friend.
May the sun bring you new energies by day.
May the moon softly restore you by night.
May the rain wash away any worries you may have.
May gentle breezes refresh your soul.
And may tomorrow
always find you feeling better
than the day before.
Everyday, God gives us the sun and also one moment in which we have he ability to change everything.
It isn't what you have or who you are or where you are or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about.
The less you open your heart to others, the more your heart suffers.
At least three times everyday, takes a moment and ask yourself what is really important. Have the wisdom and the courage to build your life around your dream.
Maturity begins to grow when you can sense your concern fr others outweighing your concern for yourself.
Never let the Flame of Hope go out of your life.
With Hope, no matter how bad things look and are...Peace, Faith and Love can Shine Brightly in our lives.
We make a living by what we get...We make a life by what we give!
Teamwork is the cooperative effort of reaching greater heights through UNITY!
No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.
If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing in the right place, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment
Time may pass and space may separate us, but the dist cnt alter feelings and trust between true love..the same sun shines on us and the same common bond is felt in the heart. As love grows, days becomes years...we look at tis relationship as a priceless gift from our yesterdays looking forward for the tomorrows tht lies ahead.....So we must always treasure what is given from the past and look forward for the better future that lies ahead ........ True love are ever lasting but hard to find!~!~!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
Of all the gifts life may bestow none is so constant, steady and sure as the tender heart of a friend.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best friends
are fellow
travelers
on the road of life.
The best friends
change and grow
with each other
and learn
through one another's
experiences and lessons...
The best friends
can share
the most insignificant
and the most
shining parts
of themselves
with the same degree
of joy and
openness.