Tuesday, October 31, 2006
A night of sadness
Left lecture earlier than I am supposed to ... totally had no mood for anything ... school started for a month now .. but I am still not into studying mood ... my project were all stangant there with no progress .... Time to put aside all those unhappiness and embark on my last phase towards my 2nd class upper honors ....
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Reached home and had my dinner before logging into maple .. where shortly see kids doing kiddo stunts again .. mega-ing saying who and who .. wadever and wadever ... 2x yet thinking like 1x .... *sad case* .... cannot be bothered about these anymore ... I am going to make all these invisible to myself .. no point getting upset over all these issue which I had washed my hands off .. I must do it .. and I can ....
Kor was sick today ... down with fever .... asked him to go and rest but in turn ... *hai* got some scolding from him .... *sad x2* .... It is painful to see friends that are sick but yet not able to leave the game .. due to wadever commitments that they had inside ... over a game .. don't even look after their own health ... *hai x3* ....
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [11:59 PM]
Day after Day~~~
Was feeling so down after all those calls ... Decided to go bowling ... This time, I setted a new record of 158 **personal highest for the day** ... But it had yet to bid the pervious PH of 17x ... Really too long that I had not been intensively training for my bowling le ... not as good as before anymore ...After 2 consective days of numerous bowling, time to take a break ....
Ended the session at around 7 plus afterwhich we went to chomp chomp for dinner ... *yummy* ate alot of things ... was so full .... and managed to get my mood back to 70% ... before it plunged down to -100% when I reached home logging into maple .... *hai* .... Don't need to mention more, read the previous blog ...
So much had happened over a game? Strained relationship ... broken friendships .. quarrels .. fights ... Hacking ... Scamming ... etc etc ... is it worth it ?? At least for me, I had so far never flare up over that game for more than 24hrs I think ... *haha* ...
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Wad a night today ... will be having lesson from 5pm to 10pm ... eeekkkkk .... I don't like it .... *sad*
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [12:52 PM]
Disappointed with one which I once call my friend ....
Well, days were rather peaceful and was enjoying myself in maple ... chatting with kor and friends ... going out for bowling sessions until yesterday when someone tried stunts again. Don't know what's her problem. If wan to know anything from me, ask me direct. Don't go around getting other people to come ask me about this and that ... you want to know come ask me if not forget it...Plus, I had made my bottom line clear, I am not going to be involved in your feud with tian anymore. Don't try to get more people involved. Stop all those childish acts.
Maybe its true, but maybe its not .. but its just hard to believe that the police would reveal to you, your so-call hacker address ... plus, the case is still under investigation. Only the lawyer or related association can get such information. Or rather if it is the AS office or even your friend from the AS that gave you .... then say AS and not code CID. If tian would be the hacker, he would had been directly taken to the station rather than awaiting for a date to do and take his statements.
Stop telling the whole world that tian is the hacker when it is still not proven. I find all your actions very intolerable, I had told you before many times ... I believe that unless one is proven guilty, he is still innocent by law. You are not the law .... you are not the boss ... dont do things till so extreme then later regret it. Don't tell me this time is again their own actions, you only know later ... You should know that if you din't reveal anything, all these would not happen. But if its all within your knowledge, I am really utterly disappointed with you.
If you want to continue all these stunts and so for ... don't say I never ever reminded you that you may end up in the losing end ... think about it ... so what if you win the war?? What do you get? You think you will feel happy? Sense of satisification? .... If you are still the friend I used to know ... I can 100% tell you ... you will still miserable ... or rather more miserable than before .... The hacker *whoever it is* had never meant any harm in the first place, if s/he meant it ... do you think your losses are just that helm, and some misc items? Your skills points are totally intact ... and so are your other accounts ...
But no matter what I say now ... I don't think will have any effect anymore ....
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [12:31 PM]
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Its a Friday
Start of another weekend .... *yawnz*
So tired .... had been lacking of sleep for the past few days ... finally get more sleep yester nite ... but still tired .... nevertheless, woke up at around 8+am and prepared for an interview ... waited around 1hour for the interview .... *dots dots* ... after interview, went to Bishan and packed lunchie for mummy ... *chicken rice ... yummy* ...
Had lunch and then went online for awhile ... and Zzzzzzzzz
Woke up @ 4 and log in again.. while chatting with Kor and Mei on the fone .... Had dinner ... then here I am bloggin .....
NOW .... Maple time~~~ time to chat again~~~ haha *chatty fish*
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [7:30 PM]
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
More updates
Went for bowling session again yesterday after dinner wif Lock jie .... Dear Ting missed the dinner -.- coz she piggy again~~~ *haha* This mei hor ... iyoyo.... nex time really must call her 2 hrs before n make sure she do not go back to slp .... Missed the ice-cream session again~~~~ *haha* ... mei ... when the andersons~~~ :( *strawberry ice-cream~~~~*
The bowling session started with a little bit of ... awkwardness .. coz everyone was so quiet ... but slowly warmed up le .. We start our craze again~~~ Haha ... Highest for the night was 177 ... which is QQ .. 168 which is BearBear .. .. for my personal highest .. was only 141 .. *sad case* .. but nevermind .. will try to recover my "skills" again .. if there is left ... *haha*
Reached home at around 3am .... as usual.. I'm the last ~~~ but nevermind .. *hehe* njoy the ride .... *remember.... its my hobby to go for spins*
After bathing .. chatted wif kor till around 4+ before dozing off
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Woke up @ around 6+am this morning .... then got ready to go Anderson Pri for rock-climbing ... about 10am the session ends ... we waited till around 11+ to see if there are more to be done ... but alas.. no more session le.. sat down and had a chat wth Christine and AM .. they were mentioning that the previous day, they were so lack of instructor that Chris actually had to handle one class to .... *hai* ......
**bored* ... walk walk walk .. then came to NTUC ... then went in got some corns.. *yummy* haha... wanted to buy nata de coco and strawberry for the puddings .. but ..... haha .... no mood to make them .. so decide otherwise .... went home shortly after and had been sitting in front of the comp since ... tired but cannot sleep ....
Later 7pm got tuition till around 8+ .. then meeting ting n friends for ktv ... guess I will be laughing most of the time rather .... lets see what happen later~~~
Till then pen off .. update later~~~
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [4:01 PM]
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How's the day?
Today was the 1st monthly guild outing ... we had it @ vivocity ... but in the end, we ended up in Harbour Front Foodcourt ... I reached at around 5pm in Alan's car ... then met up with the rest .. afterwhich, we settled for a dinner under the stars on the sky garden of vivocity .. munching away our McDonalds .... We njoyed ourselves ... with all the jokes and fun ... laughter and joy ... Started with Ting, Wen, Joe, Chun, Alan and me ... shortly Poppy and Amanda joined us *but for awhile* ... the best was when Darryl finally met up wif us *so happy .. finally get to meet him after so long*... but alas .. it was just for that short moment ...
Not sure if he was hurted .... *terrible sorry if I caused any bad feelings* ... Seeing him left shortly was like .... *erm* also donno how to describe .. felt that he would have stayed longer if .... ... *mayb he is disappointed to see us .. mayb I think too much le*
Darryl: I am not tall >.< .. just that I am on heels that day ... don be sad/angree .... *sorry* ... The first meeting wif us ended quite abruptly .... T.T
After the dinner, QQ, KS and vengeful joined us .... and we went to Kovan for bowling ... *felt so bad again .. * had to made Alan drive an overloaded passengers to Kovan ... *sorry* .... during the bowl was fun .... njoyed ourselves again .. but cnt help thinking about the "embrassed" incident earlier .... After bowling, they decided to go for supper, as the car is over-crowded again .. decided that Alan drop me off first and they go for the supper w/o me ... but in the end, they seems to go home too after I dropped ...
Now I am home ... chatting to Draven on msn .. and later going maple to chat with others ...
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [12:36 AM]
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
Day of 20th Oct
After break for so long, I am finally back to doing camps .... But, wasn't a good start for the day ... Reported at 7am .. Saw Am ... then went to prepare the rock wall ... but alas the haze was 106, thus we did not managed to start until around 8.45am as MOE had set a ruling that no outdoors activities for the kids if the PSI is above 100. After about an hour of rock-climbing session, it ended ... and once again .. its slacking time ... stoning time ... this went on till the end of the session which is around 1pm as in between there were several rounds of drizzles ... Nevertheless, it was fun with Andy and Am ,.... after with Yana .... we just sit n chat ...
And this chat resulted in me knowing that some people is out there making the whole world knows that she and me cannot get along ... Can imagine that a new instructor like Am knows about the issue .. and definitely the whole company. She likes the whole world out there to know that she and me are loggerheads now ?? Noy interested to know her motives for doing so .. what ever contents she mentioned not to my concern either ... its her mouth ...since she like to say so much let it be ... my conscious are clear ... I am not the one that abandoned this friendship ... I am not the one that blocked anyone from msn ... I am not the one that send messages saying this and that ... Bt since she wants it that way .. let it be ...
Just give me some time and I will get all my memories erased where necessary and appropriate ... Friends support each other (no matter physcial or mental support)... Care for each other (no matter explicit or implicit) ... not stabbing each other ...
To me .... Once my friends always my friends .. unless you choose to give up ...
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Attended Meiling and Yuhan wedding dinner today .... My 7 years friend .. since poly days .. Though we do not always keep in contact .. but we know that we are there for each other where the other needs help .... *this is what I call true friends .... its not those who sweet-talk so much but no action .... care and concern need not be voiced .. but actions tells* .... She looks abslutely stunning today ..... the course dinner was nice ... and we enjoyed alot .... Thx Ling .... All the best to you and han ... "yong jie tong xin". ... " zha sheng gui zi" .... "bai nian hao he" ....
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [12:28 AM]
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I'm back regularly
Heya, back regularly to update my blogs now ....
Life is still the same ... Tuition, school and maple ... But, there are more activities ... bowling, badminton, chatting with friends (eg, Holy, Darryl and Andrew and so on) .... but most enjoying is the bowling sessions that we have ...*haha* luffing our hearts off ... njoying the night .... *sad* Ting had injured her leg thus din't get to join us ... but nevermind..there are always other times
Just ended a call with Darryl not long ago... his calls really works ... lightening my day (erm.. should be night now *haha*) ... his small jokes .... "screaming in the middle of the night scaring his bunkmates out of their wits ... *haha* you're really nice ~~~
Yester was chatting with Holy over maple when my laptop suddenly hang ... alas had to end the chat and *hehe* crawl into bed n oink oink .... He seems to be a troubled guy who had lost trust in the world out there ... but I believe he will one day .. be active in the world out there again ... *holy u can do it .... remember smoking is bad for health* ... hahaha ...
Its the first day of sch for wen and joe they all .... guess thye must be tired out .. 12midnite and they are already oinking away ...
For me? I am re-installing my maple again .. *haha* hope it is not so problematic now .. This coming friday is the 3rd wedding I am attending ... this time is my poly buddy .. Meiling .... All the best and I am looking forward for many many "small Meiling and small Yuhan" ... *haha* sure gif u a big ang bao tis fri ..... ^^
Woo -hoo... maple download complete ... let me reboot comp and install ..... stay tune for updates soon ~~~ ^^
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [11:47 PM]
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Who are the Angels in our life?
Happened to watch a show on TV tonight which mentioned about addiction on online games. Listening to how the professionals mentioned on the symptoms and effects of the addiction, reminds me of some friends. How online gaming is a form of immunisation from reality ... a form of finding things that one cannot achieve in reality .... a form of escape ... Also, the symptoms of being tempremental ... emotional ... and so on ...
One of them in particular, help to her turned out to be so negative. In turn, with -ve outcomes. Is there anything elses that we can do to help? I don't know .... since she had taken such drastic reactions ... is there still turning back? Heard that she is receiving professional help, but with no progress so far ..... *hai* ... hope progression can be seen soon .... Although its not the first time these had happened. But, the feeling is so different now ... Take for example, when she announced her departure yester nite ... I was not angry at all ... rather it felt a sense of sadness ... actually shed tears when I saw that ... funny rite? I should be flaring instead. Well, I don't know what am I thinking. But I know what I am to do now .... Thanks for all the concern that you guys had showered .... I am really very thankful ... Thanks a million ....
"Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn, grow, and meet people that make those journeys all worth the travel. Those kind of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more aboout our selves. We see our weakness are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and inprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels."
flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [1:31 PM]
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Miss my blogging??
Heya ... I am back~~~
Missed so many blogging nowadays .... To be exact is the blogging in this URL ... ^^
Past 1 week or so was a rather busy week... Had events lined up for myself to keep me away from mapling .. which had caused much unhappiness ... Nevermind about those ... Let me update what had happened recently ...
Was busy with my 2 good buddies engagement dinner ... One is Shengjie aka pillow with Rongzhen aka RMM ... its really a very touching moment when see them exchanging rings ... *nearly cry* .. just around a year + back or 2 .. he was still troubled over a no-outcome relationship .. and we were all so worried for him .. but when he finally snapped out of it .. and now blissfully wif Rongzhen... we are all so happy for him .... Next, is my 10+ years friend, Kok Boon with his wife Sherrie ... after all the ups and downs in his relationship .. they both are finally back together ready to set up their little family .. Cheers to them .....
Apart from all the dinners where my own outings with some of my uni friends .. as well as my maple bros and sis .... finally wen get to eat his curry rice along upper serangoon road .. haha...... and all our bowling games ... everyone's bowling had tremendously improved ... haha .... 209 .. woo hoo ..... Not forgetting the souel garden dinner and Prata House supper .... and many others ... yaya... the Geylang supper too .... haha .....
So much of the fun ... the PSI actually reached 150 yester night .. *scary* ... nevertheless is back to normal now .... cool ~~~ outdoor activities here we come .....
And definitely not forgetting to start my researching for my project work le.... 9th Oct ... officially start date which I had set for myself to commence my project work ... and less play .....
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flew into your heart from DreamyDolphin @ [10:01 PM]
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