The New Dolphin Memory

Happy Birthday to Me~~~

2007-06-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

A nice morning to start with .. with my dear and his ai xin breakfast .. ^^ .. wasn't expected it ... *yummy* .. its so sweet of him ~~ *Thx a million* ...
Following is work ~~~ then later home sweet home for a nap before picking dear up @ ard 5 .. Why? .. *haha* coz baby nissan is wif me .. initially was wanting to collect the LMSC cadets manual from HTA de .. but since they do not have enuff.. have to wait till fri ...
Tonight dinner @ Sakura Intl Buffet ~~ first time there .. wonder what's nice ~~ hehe

Am I really what it seems???

2007-06-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

I seems like I am alright ... I am okay ... I can handle everything ... but I am really getting my breakdown soon ~~~ ... Still in the mist of examinations but problems are still surfacing again and again~~~ I tried my best ~~ but .. What do I get back in return?? Helping people with their problems and ended up creating more problems for myself?? Or rather instead of helping anyone .. I am creating more problems?

Am I really that useless ... Am I really that cmi??

I really don't know what is right from wrong anymore .... But I know I am deeply hurted~~ ....

Being told those things only meant to say that I am materialistics and expecting alot ... Am I really one? .... Am I really giving you pressure?? Am I really such a person ?? .... The whole time.. these just keep ringing in my head .. and nothing elses ... I am really at a loss of words ... I really do not know what to do ~~~ Am I really neglecting you?? Am I doing all the wrong things these while?? ... I really felt like I am the caused of alot of unhappiness you had ... with friends .. with your family .. with everyone elses... The more that I want to do to help .. the more trouble I seems to create ....

Being squashed like tuna between two pieces of bread really tough .. I really do not know how or what to do ~~~ .... Trying my best .. but end up making more mess ~~ ... I am stressed up~~~ worrying for my studies ... worrying that I maybe the cause of alot of things ... I really do not want things to be this way ... if these continues .. it really gonna marks the end for me ~~

I am just very simple .. wanting to be a little blissful ger being in the arms of my loved one ~~~ being cared and pampered ... and seeing all my friends happy ...

Love is still in the Air ~~~ ^^

2007-04-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

2nd day since the previous blog ...*hehe* .. a piece of good news to share .. thou is too sudden... but I am now a blissfully in luv de yu er ~~~ And my dear luv ... Bear Bear *blush* .... I also donno how to explain but .. it just happened ~~~ ^^ Things started out nice ... and its still nice now ... except for some "problems" .... The usual concern .. but I trust him~~ ^^ ... And I know ... since I have taken this step ... I will be committed ... to work the best wonders which ke ai yu will and can ~~~ "I work miracles ~~~" *LOL*

Maybe this is what people call the "honeymoon" period ... but as for how long it would be... had to depends on individual le ~~~ or rather both parties ~~~ can be forever,.... can be just spilt seconds ... can be days or months .. who knows .. but I know at least for now .. I am being pampered ~~~ Loved ~~~ *blush*

Hope for the best for everyone elses too ~~~ Especially to all my friends around too ~~~ Jas n Jin, Yana, Ting, Chun, Wen .. and many many more ... Don worry if your name is not here.. it doesn't mean thatyou are forgotten.. just that ... too mani le ~~ ^^
Yesterday went to bowling @ OCC and brought them the honeydew sago that I had made ... Was happy to see that it was not bad ~~~ .. >.< .. nex on the line would bb mango pudding ~~~ woo hoo~~ but that should be after my project submission.. which die die by nex wed I must send out ... >.< ... my SEP ... still stuck~~~Some one help`~~~~

Love is in the Air~~~~

2007-04-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

Blog updating time ~~~ Quite awhile since last blog .. *haha* .. had been to busy lately to blog ... nothing too unusual happened for the past 1 week or so .. except ... >.< .... a new discovery ... which I find "bu ke shi yi" .... but well, that's human.... we change n flicker all our life .... taking different detours or route in life ... making different decision ... making different realisation ...

I really enjoyed these few days .. never had I felt so pampered for a very long time .. it really makes me wanna cry .. *touched* .. thou to others, it may meant nothing.. but I am not expecting much .. just a little pamper can get this fishy very happy ~~~ The care and concern showered ... *blush ..happy* ... Sweetie~~~

Well, this issue had never come to my mind before,... never ever before would I had thot that he would fall for me .. *blush* .. but in reality .. he did .. I was shocked ... ^^ .. but its sweet~~~ Din't realised anything different .. din tinking of anything along this line .. but it just this sudden realisation ... ^^ ... its really nice to know that there is still someone out there that dotes u dearly ..

A decision I am to make .. whether to accept or reject ... thou, I would like to ... but.. things seems too fast ... that I lacks the confidence .. esp .. what had happened earlier prior to these .... he feelings for her (aka xxxx)... another xxxx feelings towards him ... my reaction towards the other (aka ex).. I do not want to rush into any decision and end up hurting him or even anyone elses around me ... hurting pple is the last thing I would ever want to do ~~~ T.T ...Thou I know is quite unfair for him at this point of time ..but I am not ready ... with all the stress from exams, my phobia towards love (something that hurts me lotsa) .. I choose to avoid the declaration of my decision till date .. till after my exams .. which is like a day before my exams .. Thanks for the understanding ~~~

Birthday~~~ meaning I would be another yr older ~~~ .... thou its like another 1 and the half mths more ... but somehow .. I am having mix feelings ... How would this year bday be like ?? The usual silence in the past? Or one with numerous surprises? or wad?? ... I wish to be celebrating the bday wif all my frds ... *prezziessssss* haha .... time to start thinking of wad pressie le .. what do I want this year?? ... I do not know ... but i am aiming a watchie woh .. *hint hint* .. haha .. its a nice white watch from Swatch .. but its ex ~~~ haha ... A BMW would be nice... haha .... *so materialistic* ... bad fishy~~~ ... no prezzie nvm.. just i all my friends ..... ~~~

Tomorrow working till 1pm.. then needa go back NTU to collect my lappie ... what shld i do after that?? ... Feel like getting shoes~~~~ woo hoo .. my trackshoes T.T .... my sandals T.T ... so mani shoes .... needa shop for clothes too le ~~ running out of clothes .. wakkakaka .... I am mad le.. like going on a shopping spree ~~~ .. *my poor pocket* ... lol ...

Its a long long story~~~

2007-04-07T09:55:00.000+08:00

Recently... nothing major happened... just some things here and there ...

[1] Wednesday .... Jas got attached after remaining single for so long .. and the guy.. is none other than jin, the person that had stand by her for this 1+year .... Hope everything turn out well for the both of them ....

[2] Bear and Ting ... still as usual .. in a very confusing state ..... *hai*

Things are happening around me .... which doesn't make me very comfortable .. but nevertheless, I had decided not to tink about it anymore .. Life goes on ... *saying is easier than done* .. alas ...

Yesterday, went for a cycling trip in ubin .. and for the first time ever in ubin, I fell .. Why?? Cause of a tupid idiot ... GUY .. he is really very idiot .. I had let him have the way on the left ... and went down on the right instead ... in the end, he turn over my side while I was half way thru and knock rite into my bike... Seeing me fall ... and also causing Chun to nearly fall as well.. This idiot never even offer to help nor did he say sorry ... He is really such a tupid idiot ... *what comes round goes round* ... he better be careful.... just wait for his rightful desserts ~

After cycling, went home and bath before going over to krislan .... was so tired ~~ .... reached home at around 4+am .. went str to bed after bathing ... and then talked to bear ~~~ but seems like the phone was cut halfway ... *not too sure than.. was 90% unconcussed* ... he and ting .. ~~ hai~~~ >>> Don't know what to say .. just let nature takes its course bah ....

While on the other hand, Naz was also very funny recently.. he and his funny sms-es ... *sometimes* .. out of the blue and ask me .. when am I getting a boifrd ... -.-" ... Kor ar ... please la ... I am a no-body-want fishy~~~ don't ask me that question again ... it hurts ~

What's wrong with everyone?

2007-03-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

What is happening to everyone these days ???

First was the incident of yester ~~~ Ending up with 3 people crying and some hurt... Was happily enjoying out ourselves @ the Minds Cafe ... But after leaving the area for beancurd, things started abit tense ... When going home, its the ultimate ... Usual problem with transportation ... But this time, is more problematic ... ... its such as hurtful session ... din expect things to be this way ... after all the faces and annoyance ... ended up with 4 person going home in bear's car .. But its was very tense ...

I was very disappointed and upset over what had happened ... I do not mind stating it outright here .. even if it meant to annoy anyone or hurt anyone .... I admit I was wrong too .. but why must things be turn out this way ... Bear is not obliged to send anyone home ... But as a gentleman, he did not decline ... Darren knowing the situation had "lied" that he is meeting his friends to solve the awkness ... Yana offered to go home herself ... Ting offered to go home herself ... but, being the most mature ... not a single word was mentioned ... Maybe the intention was there or maybe not ... But .. at least I dont feel so ... *disappointed* Felt that being a guy ... its very ungentleman of you behaviouring like this ....

I had the thot of just walking off since I am the last man .. no one will realised until its too late ... But I know if I had done that ... things would be worst ... But neither do I wan anyone to be going home on their own esp. Yana and Ting .... Yana being still injured and she is a ger and also with her house area not a very safe place ... Its definitely a NO NO ... For Ting, being the youngest and a ger ... its even more NO NO to letting her go home herself .... I myself do not mind taking my own public transport home ... and even if I need to walk home myself .. I would .. rather than putting a good frd in difficulty. I do not wish for the same things to happen again .. n again .. I feel really hurt ...

Reached home .... thou I went upstairs, but I did not go into the house .. I jus stayed on the 12th floor and looked around ... Did thot of how nice it would be if everything will end ... *as I looked downstairs* .. But I know, if I do that ... I am hurting those around me who care for me ... I do not wan to hurt my frds, my family and those who cared ... I just hope to everyone to be happy .. But just seems that what I had been doing seems to be wrong ... If I had never stepped into the lives of these friends may they will be happier .... I bring nothing but sorrows to them ... Felt like a failure .... I should just get the hell out of their lives ... let them lead the peaceful and happy life that had before ~~~ w/o me ard to create sadness .. things will be wonderful ...

Today, started off in a very bad shape... It took me >1hr 30mins to get to school ... Reached school at around 10am ... The bus was horrible ... SBS7278X ... Nvm about that .. its not a big issue ... After school went home to put down my things before going out again wif Jas to visit Jin in Sentosa ... Thou Jas mentioned about Jin not being the person for her and so on ... I know she do have feelings for him .. just that there are just some things that is not within her control ... things went on fine till dinner till go home ... Not sure what happened to them .... one msg me he is offing everything till tml nite .. the other msg me that she is pissed .... What is happening .. ts just round the corner in less than half or an hour .. it took a drastic turn ... its the same as yester night .... one moment we are happily playing games .. next moment .. all so tensed up .... and sad and hurt ....

Yana was another case today. Got a call from Bear in the afternoon telling me that she had called him and said that some things happened at her work ... and she was crying .. but all these .. I do not know .... sometimes, I really feel ... am I a good friend?? Called her shortly after my conversation with bear .. but .. she hang my call and subsquently did not pick up ... When she ultimately called me back ... she just say "nothing, nothing" .... Even whenn she reveal later .. it was just not really she wanted to say .. but rather i keep asking ... Maybe I am really not a good soulmate ... not a good confidate ...

Sometimes I thot I do know my friends well .. I tired to know each and everyone of my friends .. their likes, dislikes, behaviour, be their confidate where needed, help when needed and so on .... but seems these seems not good euff .. I am really not a good friend ... Maybe its better if I am myself ... just myself alone ... Not going ard pestering others .. going ard hurting others ... They will all live better if I had never exist before in their memories ...

~~ Wish for you, my friends, happiness ever .... ~~

Ponder about Life

2007-03-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

It had been so long since I last blog and there are so much that had happened over these times ... though its just a short 1 month plus, but ... so much had happened .... around me, around my friends and many more.

On the eve of the 3years 9months relationship, everything ended with me till now still pondering over why .... But nevertheless, I know I wont get the answer ... decided to cast it aside and focus my efforts on other things .... Chinese New Year preparations then ... Even CNY this year was abit quieter ... I do not feel the CNY mood despite roaming the streets of Chinatown .... Families decided to forgo the usual tradition of having steamboat together. In the end, we had our reunion at our respective house.... Mine, we also decided not to have steamboat either, thus, I did some ordering and do the remaining cooking ... Luckily the food was not bad ~~~

Organised a guild reunion dinner sometime back.. the response was so much better than previous outings .. maybe cause everyone was in festive mood and misses each other .. the turnout was around 15 person, includ. rare guest like mousy, kever, and nitz ... adding to the new family was banana didi and gal ~~ Dinner was held at Gallery by the Straits .. a resturant off the busy town area .. located in SAF yatch club behind Sembawang camp ~~~ Food was not bad quite nice ... the scene was nice ~~~ as I like the sea alot ... Maybe that's why I am Dolphin After dinner, went over to OCC for bowling and pool .. there JJ joined us.. another rare guest ~~~

Ended my temp assignment on the 26th of Feb ~~~ taking a break before I was asked to go back this morning .. wef nex week onwards ~~~ I will be back on job ~~~ My projects deadline are drawing nearer .. with the bindings and couriering needs to be done ... I am left with only slightly around 2 weeks ... 5 more documents for SEP and some touch-up for ISP ... and my fate is sealed ~~~~ putting in my best effort and hoping for the best .. clearing this last year and I am ready to embark on my next phase of life .. starting my career ~~~

News~~~

2007-02-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Time for new updates~~~ So wad happened for the past 1 week or so ....
On the 28th Jam, attended Zhiwei and Boon Bee's wedding dinner ~~ It was held in a hotel along clarke quay .. environment was quite nice .. the deco for the ball room was similar to Meiling's except that Ling's de is blue based .. while theirs is bronze based ....The holel suite prepared for them was quite nice ... The dishes for the night was also rather similar ... Not too bad ~~~ Anyway, bless them wif a blissful marriage ~ *trying to update the photos .. but needa take some time.. just got my lappie back after maintenance*
On the 30th Jan, went for lunchie with Chun and Naz @ Pizza Hut ... *haha*..we ordered a seafood supreme and a hawaiian pizza...in the end, she gave us a hawaiian and a donno wad pizza... when asked.. she say it is seafood.... guess wad .. a seafood supreme w/o any seafood .... instead I see sausages, etc .. but since the guys is okay wif it.. then we just let it be ~~~ .... After lunchie, Chun went for his hair-cut... *ROFL* this one really very funny ... supposedly, after a nice cut the person should look more awake, right? ... Chun, after.. he look even more sleepy than ever .... haha.... but its nice la.. at least he looks better than the earlier long long hair ... While walking around, saw Lijing, so they went to work together while I went to walk walk in NTUC ... in the end, *haha* I bought quite alot of things and have to take a cab home ... ^^
On last Saturday (3rd Feb), I finally bought my new hp, after thinking about it for so long.. decided to get it ... was expecting to pay around $200+ for it under the high-end plan.. but in the end, after selling off my N6111, I end up paying only $8 for my N6288 ... *woo hoo* so happy ~~~ Got the white one... nice nice~~~ Was exploring the new hp but till date, haven install any mp3s yet ~~ Once installed .. wakakaka .. its my turn to play music le ~~ *kekekeke*
Recently for the CNY, had spend lotsa lotsa $$ .. getting this and that .. *pocket big hole* ... But happy can le ~~
Kai Xin Jiu Hao~~~
So excited .. looking forward to CNY~~ Already started eating my fav. pineapple tarts le .. *haha* yummy~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Blog Venture

2007-01-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

Around 2 weeks since I has blogged, and now its time for updates once again ~~~ Nothing too unsual happened .. just the normal rountine of work, school, eat and sleep ... Well, even maple, I had been playing lesser le ... still stuck at level 107 *sob* Nevertheless, its just a game .. just slow and easy ..njoy the game is the most important ..
Last week, on the 20th Jan, went for the NTUC Young Team bowlers selection with bear and kenn .. it was fun ..paying S$5, we get to play 3 games and with a sandwich n drink ~~~ .. worth it rite~~ plus, I got a disc sticker valid for the whole year of 2007 .. at a rates of $2.50 per game @ the selected outlets irregardless of which day, what time ~~ Woo Hoo ..... During the selection, all of us did not perform as well, but okay lah~~ just go there play play only ... my avg ranking was 5x out of the 100 odd bowlers, not too bad .. *haha* .. highest was 14x only .. my current new average in my bowling games ... A new avg which I set for myself from now on till I get a new stablised score ...
After the selection, we took another lane and played private, this time the first game, bear got 198 and me 148, *ROFL* we both was saying .. selection play like shyt then play pte we can scored.. *lol* ... but well, its true to a certain extend .. coz playing ourselves the stress is not there ... and we can just really relax and play ... ^^
After the game, bear went off to meet his friend while, me, kenn and chun went to meet ting for lunchie .. Finally ate Teppanyaki, but the outlet in Northpoint is not as nice as that in Tampines ... *sob* But nevermind ~~ Got "compensated" ... my fav strudel strudel set a booth there, meaning.. I get to buy my strudel strudel ~~~ Mango and Strawberry ~~~ *yummy* Luckily, I reserved earlier with the Auntie, if not my fav. strudel would be gone le ... know why?? ... After I left, alot of pple came over and wanted to get the 2 flavors, but the last 2 boxes are mine.. MINE~~~ *wakakaka*
After lunchie, went to walked around and got myself another top for CNY .. wakkaa ... milky white with feathers ~~~ lol.. matches my feather earrings .. ^^ Then we 4 was lost as to where to go le .. decided.. Home Sweet Home ~~~ ZZzzzz *weather was nice to ZZZz woh~~*
Yesterday finally got back my laptop after sending for repair. I was expecting it to take at least a week or two ... but surprisingly, it took only 2 hours to repair and there was no other damage in laptop .. lol ..... ~nice~ reformatted the lappie and install the programmes all over again .. yet to test run all these tonight ~~~
Guess what we did yester?? .. It was chun's off day .... @ nite we went for dinner followed by bowling.... *wakkakaka* Was intending to bowl @ OCC .. but alas, it was renovating again ... this time till .. ohh .. today ~~~ .. *sad* .. in the end, we went over to Yishun Safra where we waited around an hour for the lane as there was a competition going on ~~ ... Bear din' bowl as well this time, highest was just 168 while kenn's highest is 15x and mine .. haha .. maintained my avg of 14x ^^ ... Left the ally at around 12 and in the end, with the usual route, I am last to drop off .. reaching home at around 1+am ~~~

Time for Blogging~~~

2007-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

First blog for the year 2007 .... *looking back* flashbacks>> 2006 was a rather pleasant year despite some bad moments *not mentioning* .. but time really flies and neutralised all these .. there are also happy moments too ~~~ Such as .. scoring well for my papers (ISDM and MSM), getting to know new friends, going to Kota Tinggi Rainforest resort for the first time, and many many more ....
2007 was not a very good start .. but I look forward to a better next day ... half a month had passed .. there are already many things that had happened ... the most recently was a group of us going out to celebrate 3 m-bers birthday ... our January babies incl. Elsie jie, Des ah gong and Chun didi ... Of the three, ah gong suffered the most .. *wakakakka* .. Ting wrapped 20 presents for him (in each, he would have to find some alphabets and also unwrap the multiple layers of wrapping and scotch-tapes) and plus mine (a long-sleeve top which looks nice on him) , 21 in total ... as for jie, we prepared a dreamcatcher for her and a bouquet of hand-made rose plus a box of hand-made stars (using straws) .. for chun, he received a box wif multiple layers of wrapping with small notes inside .. indicating the word "Happy Birthday" and also the actual present of a top which really look nice on him ^^ .. Both the top that we bought fits the bday bois nicely .. woo ! hoo~~~~~
The nex to "suffer" currently on the bday list is Fahmy aka harm~~~ which is in March ... ^^ *good luck*

Another one-month is the long awaiting time of the year <<>> ... was planning the shopping list with mummy that day .. woo hoo $200+ for steamboat .. $200+ for goodies .. and also not mentioning the Ang Baos!!~~~ *wakakaka* But coming CNY means my deadline for projects are also nearing ~~~ *stress* ....

2006-12-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

Ting and all her prezzie for 17th ~~~

2006-12-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Presents Presents .. Xmas xchange~~

Updates

2006-12-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

29th December 2006 >>

Today was a rather slack day ... in the morning did some data entry, packing and "debt-calling" ... then came my .. my .. my .. PAY~~~ *wakakkaka* ... not alot la .. but its like so long since I last receive a pay ~~~ *haha* meaning.. its so long since I last worked ... *slacker fishy* ROFL .... shortly was lunchie .. Wads for lunch~~~ Catered food .. *yummy* there was fish, curry, vege, pork, salad, turkey and lotsa lotsa more ... sedap~~~ *tan chi de yu er* *drool* .... hahaha .... still slacking now .. 1431hrs .. haha.. n that will last for another hour or more .... i guess ... haha .... then u will hear see fishy packing baggie and home sweet home~~~ wakakkakakakas

22nd to 26th December 2006 >>

Back to work after a long vacation which is around 5days. Was supposed to go Kota Tinggi during the break but due to bad weather it had to be cancelled. Rain Rain Rain ... Floods Floods Floods .... Earthquake also ... Is the world coming to an end?? *ponder* Today reached work 19minutes late ... *sad* ... was so tired out during the breaks with the consective outings .... Did some data-entry before my help is engaged in gift wrapping ... *haha* ... these last till lunchie where I stayed in office as the weather was bad .. typing away my bloggie ...

This year xmas was a bit quiet .. although there were the usual meet-ups etc .. but the mood was really not there .. met up with Kenn, Draven, Chun and Ting for xmas shopping followed by with Yana to celebrate Draven's bday before going for movies @ night. Not forgetting meeting Angela after so long ... its like around 4+ years since we last met ... well, she is still the nice, adorable lady that I knew since Secondary.

The nex day, met up with Siyun, Ade, Junwei, and Draven for the usual xmas SRC gathering which we had been having ...although was a small one, but at least we keep each other updated of what we are currently busy with. And also, the small gift exchange where I got *haha* the present which I had helped Draven to wrapped .... a bag~~~ After the meet-up, drove them over to BT's place for the gathering *din attend as I had arranged to meet Kenn* ... slacked over @ Kenn's place for awhile before going for some shopping and headed home for dinner .... After dinner, went over to Chun's place for count-down with some of the MB-ers ... Reached home at around 3plus am ... *if i remember correctly*

Xmas day itself, met up with the rest of MB-ers for xmas dinner @ Suntec ... *yummy* ... after, we drove over to ECP for the gift xchange before heading over to Kovan superbowl for a bowling game .... @ ECP .. *haha* thanks to the present that wen had bought for the xchange ... everyone had a fun time ... "spraying" on each other .. the worst were Joe, Chun and Ting ... I was total safe from all these .. wakakaka .... this tells u that.. nex time gt sabo .. just sit quietly @ a corner and say "I'm invisible" *lol* ... Leonard was supposed to be safe sitting down like me "I'm invisible" .. but haha ... poor fishy was too bored that I took a bottle n spray on him unexpectedly ~~~ *wakakaka* Supper was definitely not forgotten... ended the day driving Wen and Ting to Chun's place to dawn before heading home .. diving straight into my bed ...~~~

Slept thru the day the next morning ... only pull myself out from the bed at around 7+pm to have dinner and watch tv ... before some mapling .... After 2 days, managed to level my priest to lvl 106 ... nex on list is 107 ... *taking my own sweet time for that* .. its just a game .. level so fast also like that .. Some history repeated itself yester nite ... but this time, its much more easier to settle ... mayb I learnt to let go ~~~

21st Dec 2006 >>

Today was Ting's 17th birthday ... A group of us met up for a little celebration @ Bishan Swensons ... Where Ting had a "fun" time trying to unwrap all her presents ... which we had spilt into a few sets ... first was a dummy present wrapped with newspaper and scotch-tape with a message inside "Nice try .. but wrong" .. nex was a big box with lotsa messages inside and also not forgetting our hardwork.. the mini cranes .... below was filled with lotsa sweets n choco .. the finally present was the little tortor which hamie bought and attached on its neck was the necklace that we bought .... plus the mini lollipop bouquet that I had made .... Final came the purplish tulips bouquet that Bear had bought ~~~ woo hoo~~~ nice

Blog

2006-12-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

It had been really a long time since I last blog. Times really flies ... Chirstmas is round the corner again. I was rather held up with work and projects earlier, managed to find some time now and blog. Maple had been getting more and more boring that I rarely stayed online for more than 3 hours nowadays in game ... I would rather spend time watch VCDs/DVDs then playing maple .... Its so laggy and the people are changing .... seeing so much things happening over a game .. its really ridiculous ...
Project is finally commencing .. bits by bits .. tomorrow will be my project interview with NOL snr manger of the RFID section (Asia) .. Hope everything goes smoothly and my ISP should be at least 60% completed .. with my SEP working well ... I am now into the 2nd chapter of the documentations, next to come is the system designs and testing ....
Time to start shopping for xmas presents nex week .. already decided most of the presents .. while some told me what they wanted .. eg, tian and his pizza. .... *haha* ... for the rest.. haha *secret* ... But no matter wad the price for the present .. the sincerity is the matters ...
Advance Merry Christmas to all~~~

So tired ~~~

2006-11-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Finally all my camps have ended .. .. Sunday was the last camp that I am doing for this month. Was away for most of the time in the past 2 weeks ... first was the Bedok Green 1 day event @ the Science Center and Snow City ... following is the Girls Bridage's Camp in Labrador Campsite .. lastly is the CSSP camp that ended on Sunday ... Not forgetting the Kota Tinggi Trip in the mist of the camps .... was so tired ... basically had not been online for a very long time ... The CSSP camp was a very tiring one .. most of the instructors were shag out by the 2nd day ... this time round, there were more participants from last year ... 54 students turned up ... some of them were from last year camp ... Nothing special happened during the camp except that this year, the programme was abit different from last year. This year, instead of campfire, there was a BBQ session followed by PS2 challenge where the kids pit against each other in a game of soccer. One unexepected thing was that this time, I am not a group instructor but rather logistics. *haha* First time I am taking a different role in a commerical camp ... maybe I was really tired out from the intensive programmes that I had arranged for the past 2 weeks ... ths decided to take the back seat for this camp.

After the camp, we went over to KCP for the closing ceremony. However, due to earlier appointments with the guild, I was unable to attend the full ceremony. Left after watching the montage made by the campers .... they were really nice ~~~ no goodie bags for me since I left earlier *sob sob* ... This year, the bags were really very nice ... alas, no choice ... cannot fly them aeroplane ....

went off at around 3 pm and bathe before driving over to chun house .... reached his place slight past 4 .... slacked in his room and slpt ... before we had a movie session in his room .... watching DOA ... nice show ... drove the rest back and reached home at around 1am .. bath and slpt. Oh ya .. not forgetting the nice strawberry cake and jelly that joe's mother made ... yummy~~~ its nice~~~

Slacked for the next 2 days .... Monday ...drove Yana to Jurong East to eat Jap food before returning the car .. afterwhich, took 52 back to Bishan where I overslept and went into the interchange where I nearly scared the driver out of his wits when I emerged from my seat .... " xiao mei, xia shi wo .. wo yi wei kan dao she mo .." *haha* ....

Today, went to school after missing it for days .... Did some project work before going for the SEP consultation where surprisingly, the lecturer still remember me .. *haha* ... Tomorrow is lecture in the morning and after that will be doing proecjt with Zalin and Elizabeth again ... before going home to slack again ~~~~

Tired~~~

Refreshed~~~

2006-11-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went for a camp in the Labrador MOE campsite. This time the campers are the Girls Brigade from KCP Primary School. A 3days 2 night camp where the activities involved High Elements, Abseiling, Zip line (aka Flying fox), Blind men’s Trail (BMT), First Aid, Backwood man’s cooking, circuit course and so on. My group, #1 aka Love, it’s a fun-loving group. But definitely not without flaws. Kids nowadays are pampered and thus, there is a certain level of difficulty in handling. Some interesting characters in my group that have some similar features as some of my friends. For instance, the Yazhen alike Ruth and the Shin Soon attitude alike Phylicia .

After the camp, went over to Kota Tinggi with Yana and Yazhen for a short get-away. We went to the Kota Rainforest Resort where we check in to the newly build resort with a discount ^^ .... Reached the place at around 4pm where we slacked for awhile before heading for dinner at around 7+pm ... The food was awesome ... SEDAP~~~ Dinner was a filling one .. specially served with 10+ course dinner .... After Dinner, we went back the room and slacked before heading out for some shopping and then back into room and Zzzz .... Sound boring .. well ... wait till u experience it ... its cool~~ away from all the troubles in the nature .... surrounding is nth but beautiful rainforest .. lakes ... and no concrete .. away hectic lifestyle ... its really really nice ...

The next day, we woke up rather early at around 7plus ... shortly went for breakfast .. another filling nice breakfast .... its really really yummy woh~~~ 10 course breakfast again~~~ together wif the nice surrounding ... Woo hoo ... Later of the day .. went to the waterfall ... haha.. its had been so long since the last time I went to waterfall and play .. a nice time .... Back in chalet .. we went dipping in the pool again... with 3 dolphins .. haha

Departed the place at around 3plus and headed to Palangi for dinner ... the stone grill .. BUT a tupid proton malaysia car spoilt the day .. parking bebind our car blocking the way out for us ... irritating.. that tupid driver still can show us his teeth :D .. after making us wait for more than 15 mins for his appearance .... tupid idiot .... >.<

After reaching Singapore met up with Ken, Chun, Joe and bear for bowling before heading home and Zzzzzz

Was too tired this morning that I did not attend lesson ... slpt till around 11+am before I finally get out of bed :p

Snow City here I COME~~~~

2006-11-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

Was informed last minute the nite before before that I was needed for an event yester for OC ... Bring the CCA leaders of Bedok Green Sec for an excursion...... to Snow City ... the last place on Singapore that I would go *I thought* and Science Center .....

Reached the school at around 8am and prepare for the event ... I was incharge of group 4 with 17 kids .... *lovable ones* .... Departed the school at around 9am for Snow City ... Woo hoo.. first time there ... as excited as the kids ... my major went for the ice-cream making session first ... our of the 6 sub groups .. 4 went for mango flavor whereas the rest lychee .. .but none go for the other flavors ... *haha*

Learnt about the history of ice-cream .. it started way back in China where people make ice-cream on the mountain top .. the idea later was brought to SEA by Marco-Polo ... and here we are with our nice ice-creams of various flavors ... Guess what .. in the early days .. ice-cream were of only 2 flavors .. salt and chilli .... eeekkkkk *:p* ... the trainer also taught the kids about nitrogen gas .. at the temperature of -100++ degrees

After the ice-cream, we went for the snow ~~~ ...well-geared with winter-wear, boots and gloves .. we conquer the ice-slide .... woo hoo~~~ its fun ... but alot of the kids were turn ruldolph ... haha ..all their nose red .. some even the whole face turned red ... but most importantly..ALL enjoyed ourselves ....

Lunch was normal ... after we went over for a 1+hr tour in Science center .. alot of new things.... fun ... cool~~ *I wan to go again* ... Ended the day with a show in Omni-theater .. "Rovering Mars" ... but I guess the show was abit too bored that most of the kids fell asleep .... as the contents are rather uninteresting to most ...

Reached home so tired that I basically slept at 8+pm .... >.<

Mid of the week .... Wednesday

2006-11-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 8 plus this morning and prepared for my 2nd round interview with RES Co. Today was the interview with the Japanese boss .... *sweat* .. Reached at around 10am and the whole session lasted for 15mins only ... *abit wasted time* :p .... Not sure if will secured the job yet .. its a A&P (Advertising and Promotion) Coordinator job. Doing coordinating work between the 1x outlets in Singapore and the designers ...

Back home .. slack awhile watching cartoons and had lunchie before making a call to Singtel on my cousin behalf and made some enquiries ... I had never see such rude CSO before ... he basically tell me this line which made me flare " UP TO YOU THEN" .... What the hell!!!! .. This type of reply ... and for sure ... I was so pissed that I asked for his name and tell him to wait for my complaint letter ... and w sya /o fail.. I had just sent over my complaint email. Let see what the organisation had to say......

Later still have another interview @ Eunos area .. its a part-time admin assistnat to the boss .... Part-time PA maybe ... *lol* Wish me good luk later ~~~

Will update the blog again ~~~

Wad's new~~

2006-11-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

A few days had not blogged .... miss my blogging? *haha* .... nth major happened these few days .. the usual gatherings of bowling and dinners .....

Out of the blue today, I went to see the thread regarding the case of her being hacked .. and the other is the fake kelly issue ...

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First, her acc being hacked was not the first time ..rather this is the second. The first time was around a year back where she calculated losses of around 80m (excluding those that she had forgotten) .. this time ... the losses though is much lesser ... but the reactions were so much greater .. *hai* ... a small issue is not making till like its the end of the world if the hacker is not nailed .... and this per-claimed hacker .. is none other than my dear didi .. tiantian *eeekkk er xin sound like candy* .. haha soontian .... those that had been posting in that thread is non other than her buddylist people ... except for one which happened to be on an opposite stand .. trying to look @ the issue on another point of view ... but wad the writer got back was nasty remarks made .. *hai* .. Really do not know wad to say le .... May not be friends .. but not necessary enemies .. as least this is wad I think .. for her ... I do not know wad she is thinking now .... no longer understand her .... the drift is too great to patch ....

Yesterday, her map was raided and people asked my help ... partly cause I am not around the map ... but on the other hand, I also do not want to have any contact wif her to avoid any unexpected arguments or wad ever deem worse ... in turn, woke chun up from his sleep to help in the ks war ... but as there was 2 DK roaring .. I decided to log into another acc to help heal them ... however, before I can log in ... someone logged in .... *sad* .... was it fate or just concidential that I am not needed .. or I should not help ... *ponder*

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2nd, on the fake kelly issue .. I also have nothing to comment .. as its so similar in a way and different in another ... but no matter wad .. had been friends since we started mapling at around 1x/2x .. the times where we went for PQ and so on ... whether this kelly is real or fake ... I am still seeing her as the 26 yr old da jie that I know .... Don't let this image crushed bah, no good will come out of it ...

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Lock jie would be flying off tomorrow for Indonesia for work and back on the 10th this month .... Wish her all the best in her work, have a safe and pleasant journey ...

Late morning wakie wakie ....

2006-11-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 11 plus but tossed in bed for the next few hours before deciding to climb out of it at 3pm ... the sky is once again covered with dark clouds .. should be raining any minute from now ...

Checked my sms ... saw a "sry ..nite" from kor ... not sure wad it meant ... if its about the night before ... I had already forgotten it ... I had learned to put down things in the shortest possible time ... usually if the issue is not major .. after a good night sleep .. all would be forgotten ... or should I say .. I would have put it down ....

Hope today would be a better day .... First day that I seriously starting my final year projects .... ISP ... SEP ... here I come ~~~~

A night of sadness

2006-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Left lecture earlier than I am supposed to ... totally had no mood for anything ... school started for a month now .. but I am still not into studying mood ... my project were all stangant there with no progress .... Time to put aside all those unhappiness and embark on my last phase towards my 2nd class upper honors ....

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Reached home and had my dinner before logging into maple .. where shortly see kids doing kiddo stunts again .. mega-ing saying who and who .. wadever and wadever ... 2x yet thinking like 1x .... *sad case* .... cannot be bothered about these anymore ... I am going to make all these invisible to myself .. no point getting upset over all these issue which I had washed my hands off .. I must do it .. and I can ....

Kor was sick today ... down with fever .... asked him to go and rest but in turn ... *hai* got some scolding from him .... *sad x2* .... It is painful to see friends that are sick but yet not able to leave the game .. due to wadever commitments that they had inside ... over a game .. don't even look after their own health ... *hai x3* ....

Day after Day~~~

2006-10-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

Was feeling so down after all those calls ... Decided to go bowling ... This time, I setted a new record of 158 **personal highest for the day** ... But it had yet to bid the pervious PH of 17x ... Really too long that I had not been intensively training for my bowling le ... not as good as before anymore ...After 2 consective days of numerous bowling, time to take a break ....

Ended the session at around 7 plus afterwhich we went to chomp chomp for dinner ... *yummy* ate alot of things ... was so full .... and managed to get my mood back to 70% ... before it plunged down to -100% when I reached home logging into maple .... *hai* .... Don't need to mention more, read the previous blog ...

So much had happened over a game? Strained relationship ... broken friendships .. quarrels .. fights ... Hacking ... Scamming ... etc etc ... is it worth it ?? At least for me, I had so far never flare up over that game for more than 24hrs I think ... *haha* ...

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Wad a night today ... will be having lesson from 5pm to 10pm ... eeekkkkk .... I don't like it .... *sad*

Disappointed with one which I once call my friend ....

2006-10-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

Well, days were rather peaceful and was enjoying myself in maple ... chatting with kor and friends ... going out for bowling sessions until yesterday when someone tried stunts again. Don't know what's her problem. If wan to know anything from me, ask me direct. Don't go around getting other people to come ask me about this and that ... you want to know come ask me if not forget it...Plus, I had made my bottom line clear, I am not going to be involved in your feud with tian anymore. Don't try to get more people involved. Stop all those childish acts.

Maybe its true, but maybe its not .. but its just hard to believe that the police would reveal to you, your so-call hacker address ... plus, the case is still under investigation. Only the lawyer or related association can get such information. Or rather if it is the AS office or even your friend from the AS that gave you .... then say AS and not code CID. If tian would be the hacker, he would had been directly taken to the station rather than awaiting for a date to do and take his statements.

Stop telling the whole world that tian is the hacker when it is still not proven. I find all your actions very intolerable, I had told you before many times ... I believe that unless one is proven guilty, he is still innocent by law. You are not the law .... you are not the boss ... dont do things till so extreme then later regret it. Don't tell me this time is again their own actions, you only know later ... You should know that if you din't reveal anything, all these would not happen. But if its all within your knowledge, I am really utterly disappointed with you.

If you want to continue all these stunts and so for ... don't say I never ever reminded you that you may end up in the losing end ... think about it ... so what if you win the war?? What do you get? You think you will feel happy? Sense of satisification? .... If you are still the friend I used to know ... I can 100% tell you ... you will still miserable ... or rather more miserable than before .... The hacker *whoever it is* had never meant any harm in the first place, if s/he meant it ... do you think your losses are just that helm, and some misc items? Your skills points are totally intact ... and so are your other accounts ...

But no matter what I say now ... I don't think will have any effect anymore ....

Its a Friday

2006-10-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

Start of another weekend .... *yawnz*

So tired .... had been lacking of sleep for the past few days ... finally get more sleep yester nite ... but still tired .... nevertheless, woke up at around 8+am and prepared for an interview ... waited around 1hour for the interview .... *dots dots* ... after interview, went to Bishan and packed lunchie for mummy ... *chicken rice ... yummy* ...

Had lunch and then went online for awhile ... and Zzzzzzzzz

Woke up @ 4 and log in again.. while chatting with Kor and Mei on the fone .... Had dinner ... then here I am bloggin .....

NOW .... Maple time~~~ time to chat again~~~ haha *chatty fish*

More updates

2006-10-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

Went for bowling session again yesterday after dinner wif Lock jie .... Dear Ting missed the dinner -.- coz she piggy again~~~ *haha* This mei hor ... iyoyo.... nex time really must call her 2 hrs before n make sure she do not go back to slp .... Missed the ice-cream session again~~~~ *haha* ... mei ... when the andersons~~~ :( *strawberry ice-cream~~~~*

The bowling session started with a little bit of ... awkwardness .. coz everyone was so quiet ... but slowly warmed up le .. We start our craze again~~~ Haha ... Highest for the night was 177 ... which is QQ .. 168 which is BearBear .. .. for my personal highest .. was only 141 .. *sad case* .. but nevermind .. will try to recover my "skills" again .. if there is left ... *haha*

Reached home at around 3am .... as usual.. I'm the last ~~~ but nevermind .. *hehe* njoy the ride .... *remember.... its my hobby to go for spins*

After bathing .. chatted wif kor till around 4+ before dozing off

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Woke up @ around 6+am this morning .... then got ready to go Anderson Pri for rock-climbing ... about 10am the session ends ... we waited till around 11+ to see if there are more to be done ... but alas.. no more session le.. sat down and had a chat wth Christine and AM .. they were mentioning that the previous day, they were so lack of instructor that Chris actually had to handle one class to .... *hai* ......

**bored* ... walk walk walk .. then came to NTUC ... then went in got some corns.. *yummy* haha... wanted to buy nata de coco and strawberry for the puddings .. but ..... haha .... no mood to make them .. so decide otherwise .... went home shortly after and had been sitting in front of the comp since ... tired but cannot sleep ....

Later 7pm got tuition till around 8+ .. then meeting ting n friends for ktv ... guess I will be laughing most of the time rather .... lets see what happen later~~~

Till then pen off .. update later~~~

How's the day?

2006-10-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Today was the 1st monthly guild outing ... we had it @ vivocity ... but in the end, we ended up in Harbour Front Foodcourt ... I reached at around 5pm in Alan's car ... then met up with the rest .. afterwhich, we settled for a dinner under the stars on the sky garden of vivocity .. munching away our McDonalds .... We njoyed ourselves ... with all the jokes and fun ... laughter and joy ... Started with Ting, Wen, Joe, Chun, Alan and me ... shortly Poppy and Amanda joined us *but for awhile* ... the best was when Darryl finally met up wif us *so happy .. finally get to meet him after so long*... but alas .. it was just for that short moment ...

Not sure if he was hurted .... *terrible sorry if I caused any bad feelings* ... Seeing him left shortly was like .... *erm* also donno how to describe .. felt that he would have stayed longer if .... ... *mayb he is disappointed to see us .. mayb I think too much le*

Darryl: I am not tall >.< .. just that I am on heels that day ... don be sad/angree .... *sorry* ... The first meeting wif us ended quite abruptly .... T.T

After the dinner, QQ, KS and vengeful joined us .... and we went to Kovan for bowling ... *felt so bad again .. * had to made Alan drive an overloaded passengers to Kovan ... *sorry* .... during the bowl was fun .... njoyed ourselves again .. but cnt help thinking about the "embrassed" incident earlier .... After bowling, they decided to go for supper, as the car is over-crowded again .. decided that Alan drop me off first and they go for the supper w/o me ... but in the end, they seems to go home too after I dropped ...

Now I am home ... chatting to Draven on msn .. and later going maple to chat with others ...

Day of 20th Oct

2006-10-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

After break for so long, I am finally back to doing camps .... But, wasn't a good start for the day ... Reported at 7am .. Saw Am ... then went to prepare the rock wall ... but alas the haze was 106, thus we did not managed to start until around 8.45am as MOE had set a ruling that no outdoors activities for the kids if the PSI is above 100. After about an hour of rock-climbing session, it ended ... and once again .. its slacking time ... stoning time ... this went on till the end of the session which is around 1pm as in between there were several rounds of drizzles ... Nevertheless, it was fun with Andy and Am ,.... after with Yana .... we just sit n chat ...

And this chat resulted in me knowing that some people is out there making the whole world knows that she and me cannot get along ... Can imagine that a new instructor like Am knows about the issue .. and definitely the whole company. She likes the whole world out there to know that she and me are loggerheads now ?? Noy interested to know her motives for doing so .. what ever contents she mentioned not to my concern either ... its her mouth ...since she like to say so much let it be ... my conscious are clear ... I am not the one that abandoned this friendship ... I am not the one that blocked anyone from msn ... I am not the one that send messages saying this and that ... Bt since she wants it that way .. let it be ...

Just give me some time and I will get all my memories erased where necessary and appropriate ... Friends support each other (no matter physcial or mental support)... Care for each other (no matter explicit or implicit) ... not stabbing each other ...

To me .... Once my friends always my friends .. unless you choose to give up ...

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Attended Meiling and Yuhan wedding dinner today .... My 7 years friend .. since poly days .. Though we do not always keep in contact .. but we know that we are there for each other where the other needs help .... *this is what I call true friends .... its not those who sweet-talk so much but no action .... care and concern need not be voiced .. but actions tells* .... She looks abslutely stunning today ..... the course dinner was nice ... and we enjoyed alot .... Thx Ling .... All the best to you and han ... "yong jie tong xin". ... " zha sheng gui zi" .... "bai nian hao he" ....

I'm back regularly

2006-10-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Heya, back regularly to update my blogs now ....

Life is still the same ... Tuition, school and maple ... But, there are more activities ... bowling, badminton, chatting with friends (eg, Holy, Darryl and Andrew and so on) .... but most enjoying is the bowling sessions that we have ...*haha* luffing our hearts off ... njoying the night .... *sad* Ting had injured her leg thus din't get to join us ... but nevermind..there are always other times

Just ended a call with Darryl not long ago... his calls really works ... lightening my day (erm.. should be night now *haha*) ... his small jokes .... "screaming in the middle of the night scaring his bunkmates out of their wits ... *haha* you're really nice ~~~

Yester was chatting with Holy over maple when my laptop suddenly hang ... alas had to end the chat and *hehe* crawl into bed n oink oink .... He seems to be a troubled guy who had lost trust in the world out there ... but I believe he will one day .. be active in the world out there again ... *holy u can do it .... remember smoking is bad for health* ... hahaha ...

Its the first day of sch for wen and joe they all .... guess thye must be tired out .. 12midnite and they are already oinking away ...

For me? I am re-installing my maple again .. *haha* hope it is not so problematic now .. This coming friday is the 3rd wedding I am attending ... this time is my poly buddy .. Meiling .... All the best and I am looking forward for many many "small Meiling and small Yuhan" ... *haha* sure gif u a big ang bao tis fri ..... ^^

Woo -hoo... maple download complete ... let me reboot comp and install ..... stay tune for updates soon ~~~ ^^

Who are the Angels in our life?

2006-10-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

Happened to watch a show on TV tonight which mentioned about addiction on online games. Listening to how the professionals mentioned on the symptoms and effects of the addiction, reminds me of some friends. How online gaming is a form of immunisation from reality ... a form of finding things that one cannot achieve in reality .... a form of escape ... Also, the symptoms of being tempremental ... emotional ... and so on ...

One of them in particular, help to her turned out to be so negative. In turn, with -ve outcomes. Is there anything elses that we can do to help? I don't know .... since she had taken such drastic reactions ... is there still turning back? Heard that she is receiving professional help, but with no progress so far ..... *hai* ... hope progression can be seen soon .... Although its not the first time these had happened. But, the feeling is so different now ... Take for example, when she announced her departure yester nite ... I was not angry at all ... rather it felt a sense of sadness ... actually shed tears when I saw that ... funny rite? I should be flaring instead. Well, I don't know what am I thinking. But I know what I am to do now .... Thanks for all the concern that you guys had showered .... I am really very thankful ... Thanks a million ....

"Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn, grow, and meet people that make those journeys all worth the travel. Those kind of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more aboout our selves. We see our weakness are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and inprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels."

Miss my blogging??

2006-10-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Heya ... I am back~~~

Missed so many blogging nowadays .... To be exact is the blogging in this URL ... ^^

Past 1 week or so was a rather busy week... Had events lined up for myself to keep me away from mapling .. which had caused much unhappiness ... Nevermind about those ... Let me update what had happened recently ...

Was busy with my 2 good buddies engagement dinner ... One is Shengjie aka pillow with Rongzhen aka RMM ... its really a very touching moment when see them exchanging rings ... *nearly cry* .. just around a year + back or 2 .. he was still troubled over a no-outcome relationship .. and we were all so worried for him .. but when he finally snapped out of it .. and now blissfully wif Rongzhen... we are all so happy for him .... Next, is my 10+ years friend, Kok Boon with his wife Sherrie ... after all the ups and downs in his relationship .. they both are finally back together ready to set up their little family .. Cheers to them .....

Apart from all the dinners where my own outings with some of my uni friends .. as well as my maple bros and sis .... finally wen get to eat his curry rice along upper serangoon road .. haha...... and all our bowling games ... everyone's bowling had tremendously improved ... haha .... 209 .. woo hoo ..... Not forgetting the souel garden dinner and Prata House supper .... and many others ... yaya... the Geylang supper too .... haha .....

So much of the fun ... the PSI actually reached 150 yester night .. *scary* ... nevertheless is back to normal now .... cool ~~~ outdoor activities here we come .....

And definitely not forgetting to start my researching for my project work le.... 9th Oct ... officially start date which I had set for myself to commence my project work ... and less play .....

How's life getting on??

2006-09-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

Well, life was supposed to be getting on rather nice .. peaceful .. yet packed with project work ... But alot of shitty stuffs recently till I am so tired .. mentally and physically ... Started school officially a week or two back ... well, everything is quite okay now that I had embarked on my ISP project reserarch and getting in to SE project soon after the allocation of the project supervisor for that ... That's about school ...

For gaming .. I have decided to minimise on going into maple anymore ... hate the fact that when I enter, having people coming and complaining about this and that ... it can really get really irritating sometimes especially if the person is so unreasonable and totally blocked off any reply from his/her head ... Maple as many had agreed its never the fun-loving game as before anymore .. but I had not given up the game totally ... coz I do know many good friends inside .. but do also know some which I don't even know if they are friends or foe ... but nevertheless .... Cheers to all those that had been keeping me buddy no matter what happened ... Luv you all ... *muacks* .... Got a darling for my baby sin character .. *muhahhaa* ..

Life other that those shitty things where rather nice and fun ... after all those slacking, I had re-taken bowling back as one of the past-time and had a rather progressive results of 12x after sometime of retraining ... getting together with some long-lost friends (esp those who seldom contact me woh .. hehe you all know who you all are) ... well, guess everyone is busy .. but nevertheless, we still try to get together some time at least for a meal or two ... and definitely its a both-way communication ... not always me or them making the one way arrangements ... we do compromise with each other schedule ... they busy wif work .. while I busy with school ... I used to do all the coordinating and initiating of gatherings, etc .. but now ... no longer ... if I don't contact, do remember to contact me woh ... *hehe* ...

I would really like to say millions n millions of thanks to those friends that had been by my side .. understanding me ..through these rough patch ... though there are some that left ... with whatever reasons that they have/had ... Thanks for once being my friends ... I will not question why you all left neither will I go slavage something which you all have given up ... I believe as what one says ... people comes and goes in your life .. only those true ones remains .. times proves everything .. tells everything .. forcing one to accept and goes along with you is not the solution .. everyone leads their way of life differently .. So I shall accept and goes with whatever that comes ... taking everything as part and parcel of life .... its all fate

I am so happy

2006-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

I am so happy now ... So happy happy.. I had cleared all my units for the last examinations with rather good results... *as least to myself its good* ... Had been worrying about ISDM since the examinations ... .Din managed to clear the paper the previous year was an expensive lesson to learn .. it costs 1k+ *haha* and also an addition year in SIM ... since its a pre-requiste to the FYPs *what to do* ... Got 70 for my MSM ... equilvant to a 1st class grade ... but ... *slightly disapointed* its still not I had expected ... its lower than my expectation .. Nevermind ... I cannot expect much from a 2 day revision on that subject .... ^_^ ... I had mainly focused my time on my ISDM which played the fear factor for the last examination .... *Phew* .. managed to get 50 for it this time round ... *HAPPY*

Now I can peaceful commence on my two FYPs .... Way to go ... towards my ASP dream ..... *jia you* ...

Grats to all my friends that had cleared as well ... And jia you to those that had not make it this time round .. you can do it better the nex time ... Hard work pays ... *wanna example?? Find me ^_^ I am one*

Back from Chalet..

2006-08-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was the MemoryBay Guild Chalet @ Costa Sands ... It was a rather successful event as from what I can see as quite a number of the members had turned up and njoyed themselves .... Listing a few events that happened ...

[1] Maria QQ ~~~ QQ had basically cleaned the chalet up while we were away .... *thx man*

[2] Poor JoeJoe ~~~ Carcar had a pillow fight with ting and ended up with several blue-black and both his legs were red and 2 knocks on the head ... *haha* ... We were basically laffing our heads off when they were fighting .. Ting emerged the winner ~~~ *3-cheers* ..

[3] Weiliang with his home econs lesson ~~~ WLvon learned how to clean corns and play wif butter~~~ *haha* ...

[4] Maria Joe and Maria Gene ... Both had helped us to keep the chalet in a tidy and need manner ~~ *3 cheers guys*

[5] Chef Kenn, Chef WL, Chef Gene and Chef Uncle ~~~ Thx for the wonderful food .... chefs for the BBQ night ... *yummy*

There are mani more incidents that had happened ... but nevertheless... I believed that the whole chalet had bonded up quite a lot of people ... will be looking forward to the next major event of the guild in Dec ... Christmas Party~~~

Not forgetting my sincere thanks for those that had helped and contributed in making the chalet a success ....

[1] Alan for the fruits, potatoes, corns ... and booking of the chalet

[2] Uncle for the trips and food and cooking

[3] Jas for the a/c-ing

[4] Des for the tibits and debts collection

[5] Ting for the drinks

[6] WLvon, Joe, Gene, QQ, Wen for the helping out

and many others that had helped in a way or another .. thanks

A flash-back

2006-08-15T10:51:00.000+08:00

Here's some summaries for what's missing in my bloggie for a month~~~

29th July 2006

Today was the second outing for MemoryBay .. the turnout was very good ... very much more than the previous one. Well, we have to admit, MB had expanded alot .... Many had joined .. many had left .. but many had stayed too ... having fun .... We had a few games in PC Bunk, followed by lunch @ Secret Recipe and movies @ Cathay *Dragon Tiger Gate* .... People who attended the outing were like, ting, joe, eugene, dennis, des, harm, QQ, wen, uncle, alan, alan's brother and so on .. We also met zerox @ PC Bunk ~~~Its fun.... Next outing will be the guild chalet

4th August 2006

Today, we met and attended junwei's and BT's birthday @ Sentosa Costa Sands. *nothing much to write*
11th - 13th August 2006

Today is the first day of the Area ATC. This time, I am stationed over at the Sec 2 side. As usual, my duties inlcude medic, kayaking instructor and cooking. This time, we did spaggetti for dinner, followed by barley for supper. Next day morning was bread toast for breakfast, maggie for lunch and packed food for dinner, lastly barley for supper.This year, for the Sec 2, I am very pleased with my GYSS's performance. Suprisingly, WSS had disappointed me alot, and not just me, all the instructors were suprised with their poor performance and bad attitutde, slacking reactions and so on ... First day was rather boring as my main duties include dinner and medic. The second day was a very very interesting and memorable one. I did kayaking, but half-way through the first cycle, I had to go onshore to look after the few motion sickness case. But the cycle after lunch ... woo hoo ... due to lack of single kayaks, I went onboard the powercraft ... before the activity start, Kelvin, Cheewee, Eugene and myself were basically doing CWO (Corrective Work Order) in the sea .. *haha* .. We are removing all dangerous objects which could possible harm our cadets ... disposing them to a further place ... Activity started, the second half was rather messy due to the drift, after much difficulty, managed to raft out most of the kayaks, except for a few lost sheeps were the instructors were taking one-to-one ... Slowly, we use the powercraft and toll them to the others. But there were two more serious case where as the powercraft toll one, I JUMPED off the craft to help the other ... First time ever I jumped off~~~ I am suprised myself that I actually did that. .. *haha* but the cadets are more important, WL was supposed to toll me over the the capsized kayak but guess he was also too drained out le, in turn, got kenneth and jonathan to toll the kayak over to me where I climbed in to help pedal back to shore ... woo ..hoo ... it was a long trip ~~~~The campfire for the night was rather boring for the first half but picked up later on. The next day, we were delayed in the packing up as the Sec 2s had lost 2 stoves. One of which my instructors had found inside the rubbish bin, but the other was still missing. After a long morning, we managed to gathered up @ Noordin campside for the prize giving and closure. There I met with the badly bruised Fiona which had accidently flew off the bike. *Hope she is okay now* And before we know it, its the end of the ATC ... *Home Sweet Home*Back to Singapore, after settling Fiona with the rest on the bus, I hurried to packed Lasi Lemak for mummy *its her lunar birthday* and Kai-ma before taking a cab back home. As I am left with $10++, I requested the taxi uncle to drive me to the nearest ATM to make withdrawal. However, he declined and took the $10++ which I had left. He said that I am just a student and its okay. *suprised* Felt so bad for him to suffer a lost of $3+ ... But I in turn wrote in to Comfort and appraised him. *Thx*

15th August 2006

Today was woken up early in the moring by a call from England, *hai* .... Just don't understand, why some people just cant take things easy. It had passed for so long and he is still digging it up to say ... What is past is past ... no point crying over spilt milk and trying to make a story out of it. Everyone knows what had happened, what's the use of making stories that benefitted you but makes people more disgusted with you. Just don't understand. Just take it easy and life would be just fine ... Over small issues and flare up ... I find these people very stupid and childish.I decided, never to pick up any call at these hours ... Can't sleep anymore ... So here I am blogging

Back from Malaysia

2006-07-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

Today is the 7th day since my granma passed away ...... The feeling of going back to Malaysia is very different from the previous trips ... This time ... it not a trip of leisure ... but rather one with a heavy heart ..... Grandma passed away peacefully at around 5am on the 5th of July in her sleep ... I was shocked to received a call from my youngest uncle of this heartbreaking news at 8+am the same morning ... After the call, my task was to inform my mother and relatives in Singapore .... Following, I went to the railway station and make purchase for the tickets back to Gemas ...

We went in the next day on the 1pm train, reaching Gemas at around 6pm ... My uncle and cousin was there to receive us ... they drove us in and as we approaches the house ... breathing gets heavier ... as expected, when we reached, everyone was crying .. looking @ my grandma thru the glass .... she is there lying still in the air-conditioned coffin.... no breathing ... *sobz* just less than a month ago, we had just celebrated her birthday ... today .. we are looking @ her ....but this time ....

Later that night, my fifth uncle flew over from London to attend the wake .... crying and kneeling..refusing to stand up .... if this was done by other people .... I would believe it was real .. but its HIM .. I felt that ... not just I but ALL felt that ... WAT A FAKER!!!! .... He left for London for so long ... for more than 10 years ... distancing himself from us ... now he is back ... throwing his boss around ... thinking he is the richest ... once he open mouth is money... Showing off what he has ... ... I am sorry .. but I really felt ... disappointed ... my grandma had missed him so much ... but he is never there .... it was my youngest uncle that had been there always for her ... caring for her ... looking after her ....

On the 2nd and 3rd day ... everything went on as usual ... the rituals and so on ... But later .... he picked up a quarrel with my youngest uncle ... WTF ... its my grandma's wake and he choose this time to quarrel over small issue ... that his name was printed wrongly *just w/o a side .. word is still the same*.. mind you .. its just a free ad posted by the Gemas publisher for the donations made .. its the fault of the printer .. not anyone else ... it is not say the death announcment that is printed wrongly .... making things worst ... he went on to talk about the money that my grandma had left over ..... WTH .... where is his basic respect for a person that had just passed away ... my grandma is still there lying in the coffin ... here he is .. quarrel over all these ..

On the 4th day, the glass panel was lifted ... allowing everyone to take a close look at my grandma ... feeling her for the last time .... before they seal it ...

The last day of the funeral came .. representatives from different organisation and associations of Gemas came .. to pay their last respect ..... after which my grandma was given a grand burial .. we sent her off for the last time ... walking our way out to the end of the town of Gemas .. with all relatives and friends ... the police stop the on-coming vehicles for us ...

After we board the vehicles that was behind us .... and >10 over cars, vans, lorries drove after my grandma ... she was buried together with my grandfather .. in the same place together with my cousin (also my sister), my sixth uncle and others...

After all the ceremony, we went back and took a rest ... then back to Singapore on the 1.40am train ... Reaching Singapore at around 8am ...

Till now, I still cannot believe that my grandma is gone ... But no matter what ... she will forever stays in our hearts ...

Time to leave for good of everyone

2006-06-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Guess .. maple is demanding too much from me ... friends turning into foe ... people stucking in between .... being sandwiched ... pro ksing noob .... what had a initially interesting and fun game turned into ??

Many things had happened in maple ....happy ones and sad ones ... happy ones were like the fun time we had together while training our baby ... seeing them grow with time ... its nice ... but ... all these moments have yet vanish ... its no longer like these anymore ...as people level higher ... all their attitude changed .... not as fun-loving as before ... the fun n joy had slowly vanished .... Just take tonight event for example ... was training happily .. with Xeno and Icey ... while waiting for disturb to bring his another char visit .. but in the mist .. Jin hang the fone .... nex moment .. Jas says she not playing le ... then left me n Chun ... was training half-way .. when an irritating 136 priest came in and ksed my spawn ... saying first .... he did not see me ... then later says my spawn block his way ... *wth* ..

[1] did not see me >>> I can see his red dot on the map ... he tell me he cannot see me ?? .... *are you sure*

[2] spawn blocking his way >>> what is tele for ?? *you don't know how to use tele i teach you* .... 136 priest ..walk thru also wont die ... *cant you wait* ..

[3] no time to wait >>> then have so much time come back follow me around like a dog n ks me ... still demanding me for an apologise when you are in the wrong first?

[4] apologies >>> you can wait till the sky fall ... never will you get one from me willingly

Chun went to ask Jin to come by ... in the end ... Jin went to apologies .. *what does this mean* .. I am in the wrong ?? .... or just because that kser is from his sister's guild so have to give face ?? But ... impartiality n 'kinship' .. which will one choose .... his sister (also his friend) and me (supposed to be friend) ... which is now being 'bullied' ..... maybe I was never a friend of his in the first place ... I am just a noob ... I am just a trouble-maker ...

Forget it ... no mood to blog more ... I am sad now .... Don't know what will come next if I continue mapling ... so for my own good .. n everyone good *gone*

== devasted ==

Back in action

2006-06-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

Finally after 5 days of rest ... I am more or less recovered le ... Just needs more time to be back to my old self .... Today, managed to crawl out of bed without much difficulties and ... hehe ... as usual, had my medication at 10 plus ... then since the weather was so nice, went back to bed ... but for the first hr or so, was basically busy sms-ing with mama, jin, kitty and xuan ... but not long later ... I was in dreamland le ... *oink oink*

Woke up around 1 plus for lunch and medication again ~~~ *yucks* ... one last round this evening and no more medicine .. *Yippy* .... Since nothing to do, wrapped 2 big container of dumplings (shui jiao) ... *yummy* ... Just finished the wrapping and cooking..decided to take a break ... lie on the bed again .... but only for about 10 mins while waiting for my notebook to get loaded ... and here I am updating bloggie *hehe*

What's after this ???

As usual... its maple time!!! ... But maybe not .. had another online new game to play apart from Pangya ... ie, Water Margin .... Finding it impossible for a almost chinese illiterate to play such "chi-na" game right.. *haha* of course la... there must be English version then I will play ma~~~

Finally feel better

2006-06-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

After several days in bed ... finally I can get out of bed without shouting "ouch" .... Today, the first day ever since I started to suffer from back ache, that I managed to climb out of bed without any pain... For the past few days, the pain was really really very very .... OUCH!!!! ...

Don't even know what happened to me, the pain just came so suddenly that I am unable to walk or sit for long, was basically in bed 3/4 of the time .... as it din get any better on the 3rd day, went to see the chinese doctor ... but alas, it din help much .... today is the 5th day le .. finally, I see some improvements in myself ... was supposed to attend the last LMSC today, but ... *sad* .... nevertheless, it maybe a blessing in disguse ... since I heard the previous few courses was rather messy and cmi ....

Been a good kid for 4 days le .... *haha* .... hope by tml, I am fully recovered .... *day-dreaming *

Yesterday and Today ...

2006-06-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to JB for shopping ... Met up with Jas and Kenn at around 11am before taking 950 to Causeway. Surpisingly, there was quite a queue at the Interchange. Upon reaching JB, we settled for lunch @ one of the chinses resturant there. Had Tim sum and some main course ... but ... the tim sum standard abit not there ... but the hor fun was nice .... guess that was the only nice one I ate. *haha* ...After lunch, went walking around the shopping complex .... till 5 plus where we had an early dinner since I was waiting for my customised keychains to be ready. Ate Kenny Rogers ... *yucks* .. I prefer Singapore's more.Reached Singapore around 7 plus with a few bags of things .... erm.. lets see... [1] Necklace[2] T-shirts x 2[3]Ccandles x 3[4] Keychains x 5[5] Crackers x 5[6] ..... cannot remember le ...Guess more spend on eating .. haha.. went to the dessert store and had snow jelly!! *yummy*
Then when reached causeway, I bought another 2 jeans from Causeway point ... *GSS* ... haha .... Basically its a day of shopping. Reached home dead tired ... then went on maple for a moment .... was asked by mama to called jin ... when I called in ... *shocked* .. jin's sis was losing her temper inside .. I basically sat there listening till she hang up then started the conversation with mama and jin ... but not long later, there was a ks war ended with ... *hai* same old things happened .... don't feel like mentioning. Guess I really stay off from maple for good at the moment .....
Today is the first day of the Area LMSC ... haha and I am stoning here ..so bored ...after helping them with the morning preparation, basically I am left with nothing else to do till afternoon where my lecture is supposed to be .... So I am sitting down here ..typing my blog ..*haha*...yawnz... I am tired .... 1.5 weeks of course .. tis week @ KCP and the whole of next at HTA which is like CCK!!!! *Sweat* ... Tis is a good time to give myself the excuse of letting go of maple .....

Blogging

2006-06-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

Its a few days since I last blogged ....
Here's what happened recently...
[2nd June - 3rd June] >> I cant remember what happened ^_^
[4th June] >> Went for badminton in the morning with Kenn, YewKeat, Jas and Yana....But basically was only 4 of us playing while Jas lied on the stage and nap ... *haha* ..after badminton, went for lunch in AMK central before embarking on a coconut hunt for mummy ... Din't managed to buy the coconut that she wants ... instead got her a young coconut.... Went home, was so tired that after some mapling I went for a short nap before taking my bath and took a cab to Suntect to meet KennC for the IT show .... KennL was also there but did not called to meet up with him then as there was really too many people .... Around 6.30pm, met up with Draven and Jas together with Kenns and headed for our dinner @ Kuali .... Food was not bad. Naz joined us shortly after .... had a nice filling dinner that left us so full that we started to feel tired ... as all the oxygen started to go to the stomach to digest the food .... *haha* ... Jas did some 'pinball stunts' and many more that makes us laff our heads off on the way to Bishan. We intended to catch a late movie....But to our surprise, when we reached Bishan at around 10plus, it was already closed .....*that very early for a Sunday night* ... left with no where, we headed home and settled in maple ....
Midnight came and I was flooded with many bday wishes and bday song was sung first by tai gong aka tys2 ...haha ....all these came to an abrupt end when some stupid crusader mega saying my guild was a ks guild ... so angree .... went over to settled but outcome was worst .... *don mention le* .... After that decided to take some time off maple ... guess I need to get off it to relac. ... before deciding or not to return to the game .... At the mean time, will settle for pangya ... ^_^
[5th June] Went for tuition in the morning @ 11am before heading for Bishan and did some shopping... After when home and stone ... until Kenn was ready to meet .... Met for dinner @ Bishan and after watched "The Davinci Code" ... its a nice show ... may consider buying the VCD ^_^ Bought a surfer paradise t-shirt also .... nice ... hehe

Still tinking whether or not to go Msia on Wednesday ..
[1] the group going only 2 I know ... so ....
[2] Thurs is LMSC le ... plus I needa gif lecture ... so ...

*ponder*

What a day

2006-06-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day .... Chat with mama aka jas and cutie aka jin till around 4am before heading to bed and Zzzzz .... The nex moment I know... mummy woke me up to accompany her for her check-up at the doctor .... then had lunchie at AMK central before heading to NTUC for some shopping....spent $70++ haha .....

Reached home wanted to take a nap but can't sleep though I'm tired .... so decided to go online to maple. But stupid Singnet keeps dc-ing causing so much problem.....

Dinner time came .... got an sms from Jon for dinner, but sad, had family gathering. *apologies*Just had my dinner ... *yummy* ... Alot of things to eat ..

Watch Lotus Lantern now.....Pen Off

Finally its over

2006-05-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

Finally its all over .... no more exams..... at least for this year *haha* .. now is awaiting for results which will be released in about 2-3months time ... *pray* ...

Went into the examination hall today, sat down .... saw the paper was rather happy....cause all that I studied for the calculation came out ... in the end selected Markov, DEA and network analysis .... For theory, sad to say, I did not study much, just managed to scribble some notes on the short questions of OPT, root definition and UE. If nothing goes wrong, should be able to secure >60 marks.

Step out of the examination hall feeling a sense of relief .. at the same time, feel like my whole body was going to collapse ... suddenly felt so tired .... But still, made my way from EXPO to HTA in CCK for the last part of the LMSC IPC. Along the way, on the train, saw James Lye who was just standing in front of him... looking at him reminds me of "superman" *haha* ... reached HTA around 3 plus and saw the new premises ... its really very nice .. looks like *haa* Tekong style .... Stepped into the classroom, saw the lecturer .. erm... not bad-looking... heard he was the Mr Singapore for 199x ... He is very vocal ..

Ended the whole session at around 6pm before heading to my cousin's place to visit my nephew and niece ... haha...fun..

Now here I am , just reached home... so tired ... feel like sleeping but ... I will endure abit long ... go see my 'dolphinz' in maple .... haha

Blogging

2006-05-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

Feel like blogging..so here I go....

Yesterday, as usual was mapling after my revision, went to complete my last quest to kill the rombot.. but alas, din't managed to find it... heard that its like mushmom, spawn every 1 hour. .. then met this stupid lvl100 priest there ..... out of the blue says I ks him when I walked past... *nutz* ... After getting bored @ the golem there, went to hunt for esther shield, but another baddie appear... I went into the map, was just killing around and never crashed with him, even if there is, I din kill his mons, but tele past to the next platform and kill, he there keep asking me to cc ... don't feel like playing with kids, I just ignore and kept quiet... then he went on to pm and blah blah... got so irritated that I just called who wanna come play, haha,... a big group came, consisting of mama, disturb, xeno, WL's gf, mei and ah ma ... haha was having fun .... In the end, disturb made him kissed everyone ... *yucks* .. who wanna get kissed by a baddie .. I ran!!! *haha*

Today, went over to Bishan to study in the morning, afterwhich, at 2, we proceeded to the badminton court, but alas, the guys aren't joining us *poor, jon is sick*, and there was no net. So decided not to play le, drove Jas back to her house to collect her notes before going back to McDonalds to continue my revision. Yippy, managed to complete DEA ... later will clear my LP ....

But was feeling rather frustrated and sad, when we booked the badminton court that day, he was there, but still he can go and arrange for a meeting on the same day and SAME time somemore ...... *WTH, if he is not interested, then say earlier* ... Supposed to help me take my notebook back to NTU for repair, but alas, he did not again .... Guys.... never keep promises .... Hate these people ...

Eekk, don't want to continue blog le... speaking of these... makes my blood boils ....

I go back revision le.....

Revision time ...

2006-05-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

Had been playing and not revising for the past few days after my first paper .... Today when I finally settled down on revision proper ... I was shocked to realised.. there is so much that I need to learn ... especially when this year we are supposed and must answer a question on Section A unlike the past where we are free to choose. Now the format is 1 theory and 3 calculation or 2 theories and 2 calculation ... I had theories .... I prefer the earlier formats. ... should have taken this elective earlier ... *haha* ...
Just completed my SSM *again* on this topic and Strategic Choice SC ... now gonna be doing SODA and Journey making .. following Hard OR ... *head big big* ....

Update time ...

2006-05-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

Well, had not been updating my blog recently lets do some backtracking ...

Ended my blog on the 17th of May 2006 ...

So....

18th May 2006 >>>

Slacking after my first paper ... ISDM .... played maple and the later met up with her to talk things out .... managed to clear everything ... how was I feeling then? Well, frankly ... I was feeling-less cause ... I am VERY tired ... really stressed out by ISDM...my mind had been blank ever since after the paper ... tink I really formatted my brain ... except my "contact list" ... *lol*

After the talk, went over to bishan... erm supposed to eat ... but ended up getting 5 PPCs before heading to NTUC to get some stuffs and Home Sweet Home ....

19th May 2006 >>>

Wat did I do .... I was bascially slacking at home if I remember correctly ... din't go anywhere ....

20th May 2006 >>>

Went out to relax myself .... met up with Kenn at around 2pm and had lunchie @ chinatown market ... he intro me a HK noodle ... which was quite nice ... then had many other yummy food also ... after that ..took a stroll over to Funan centre to verify my Maple account .... *hehe* now I have a total of 7 maple accounts .... in each 3 chars .. = 21 characters ... in total *sweat* ... *haha* ... but about half the chars are my storage and sales account ... so still not that bad...

After verfication, went over to Marina Square to walk walk and had my fav. Anderson ice-cream cone ... this time tired the strawberry cream .. yummy .... STRAWBERRY~~~ Following ... walk walk walk .. so tired... haha .... my legs were aching ... but .. still I am happily walking n walking ... haha

After MS is Suntec .... where I went into the Wallet Shop to see a wallet which I saw some time back... hoping there will be a keypouch which bears the same design ... but alas, there wasn't any ... walking on ... came to Carrefour where we saw Kenn's parents ... *haha* .. I couldn't stop my laughter when we saw them .. cause earlier, I had merely mentioned that we might meet them .. *haha* ...

Had dinner with Naz and Kenn @ Fish&Co. before heading home ....

21st May 2006 >>>

Had a fun time .... was a bit off today .. not my usual self ... But its fun ... it had been sometime since I last played badminton ... Met up with Jonathan for the first time too .... Played for 2 hrs before heading to Bishan for lunch and book a slot for the coming Sun also ....

So tired now ... maple later and then is Dreamland ~~~

One more paper to go...

2006-05-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today went for my ISDM paper .... alas ... the topics which I studied mostly did not come out ..except for outsourcing ... resistance to change came out in a different manner asking to explained in a intepretivist and critical perspective ... which I did not study. In the end, I just dump in all that are still available in my brain down ... did another 2 questions; one of getting user requirements and the other on improvisation which I only wrote around 10 lines. Now no point crying over spilt milk ... all I can do is pray hard for a pass .... *pray* *pray*

Next paper is on the 30th of May ... Management Science Methods .... I must really score for this paper in order to pull up my grades ... will start mugging tomorrow for the paper ...

Today, after the paper, went to Woodlands before heading home at around 10 plus .... Bought 30 pcs of wrapping paper at the Pasar Malam ... Nice ones, cute ones .. don't know why, but I like getting wrapping papers .... maybe cause I love wrapping presents ... ^_^ ....

Now is break time for me ...after all the intensive memorising work .... my brain and hand needs a break .... my right hand is a bit numb now... after all the endless writings for the past few days ....

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Was rather surprise yesterday when I receive a sms from Adrain... my idol ... it had been a very long time since I last heard from him ... Knew that he was promoted to DSP from an article that Mal sent me sometime back ... how I wish I will be there ... DSP ... now my hopes for ASP is a bit ...far .... a second upper for ASP ... I must get it ....

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Received a mysterious sms a few days back from a guy call Sam who claimed that he got my number from a second hand mobile which he had purchased. >.< ... still yet to ask him for details ... must source out who the culprit who left my number in the fone ... *haha* .. Neverthelss, find him quite nice ... from the sms exchange .. a funny way to make new friends ^_^

Almost forgot

2006-05-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

Forgotten to leave a nice memory for myself.... Was so happy yester when Dear sent me a picture of the four-leave clover pendant that he had bought for me .... So sweet .... Hope to see the present soon.. when he come over later ... ^_^
Will upload the pictures once I got it ....

Nice weather .....

2006-05-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a nice weather ... that is of course when you are lazing around at home .... don't think it would be nice for those who had planned some outdoor events .... *haha* .... My room is air-conditioned by the natural wind ~~~

Just finished my 2 hours of revision ... but alas, not productive at all. Still revolving around the same topic of SSM .... I must complete it by lastest this evening and embark on a new topic, most likely is social-technical approach ....

Just had my lunch and having a 15mins break before starting on my revision again ... thus, came in n leave some 'dol fins print'!!! ^_^

Soft Systems Methodology (SSM)

2006-05-12T23:39:00.001+08:00

What had i learnt so far??? ......

Soft Systems Methodology (SSM) - an interpretivist approach - was developed by Peter Checkland for dealing with problem situation where there is high social, political and human activity components. It provides a structured approach in dealing with soft problems. Thus, distingushes SSM from other methododologies which deal with hard problems that are more technologically-oriented.

SSM considers the different views of people. It assumes that each individual will see the world differently, which will often lead to varying understandings and evaluation of situations. Inevitably, cultures and politics of organisations will include diverse views. These views may not necessarily be opposing each other, but may be different enough to cause problems in defining clear objectives. Because the process assumes that people have different view, the goal is to achieve consensual action by moving towards the understanding of varying perceptions. The practitioners of SSM must be open to other people's ideas for the process to be successful.....

Blah blah .....

took 19mins to write out 5 paragraphs. ... that's way too long. .. only have 45 mins for each questions .... at least 3 pages for each questions ... I must strive to do better ..... took around 4 hours to memories 5 paragraphs.... No way I gonna have enough time .... I must do better ...

No time to lose ... 110 hrs more to my paper ..... taking out all the sleeping time, eating time, resting time and so on... I only left only around 60 hours ..... At this rate, I can only finish ....3 topics of the 5 ..... !!!!!! ..... Cannot cannot .... I must jia you .....

Karen Tan .... You can do it ...... Gambate ~~~~~

I am back...

2006-05-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

Took my blog out for sometime...due to some unhappiness ....

But when I decided to out i back, alas found that my address was being used.

Nevertheless, here's my new blog ....

Hope to see new things... happy moments of course ....

Decided to bring myself away from that sadness and unhappy past .... I am not going to live in the past .... I am getting out of it ... a new refreshed dolphin.... starting my war with ISDM!!! ...

My first paper for the year, 17th May 2006. This is also the most stressful paper I had so far. Maybe because, its a repeated paper .. its more stressful. Nevertheless, I am going to conquered it and clear it with good results ..... My second upper depends on it ... Wish myself good luck ....

Will blog more later .... Time for dinner before embarking on the second part of my revision.....